My Name is Merit.

Welcome to Your Spirit Doctor.

You know how your life seems to keep replaying patterns you don’t like?


You may feel stuck.  You may feel like you can’t change your life.  You may feel depressed, frustrated, afraid, you may need answers desperately.  Or you may just want to have a fun reading about your life!

 Erase Issues Permanently

Come join me if you are interested in erasing negative thoughts and patterns permanently. If you have tried everything and nothing has worked, you will finally find something that creates everlasting change.

About Myself

I’ve been trained in methods that work permanently for life change, erasing emotions and repeating thought patterns, and I’m a trained clairvoyant. 

The combination of these gifts and skills has allowed me with the blessing of the Universe to counsel people in ways that melts my heart and brings me such joy when I see you flourish and grow so quickly. 

It Will Work on Your Issues

One of my clients called one of my teacher’s office to tell him that every session with me changed his life.  He was so depressed and unable to function in life due to his traumatic childhood. 

After only 6 sessions he felt normal and wanted me to work with his sister who was homeless and also unable to function.  It’s calls like this that have inspired me to build this website and open my calendar to more people.

Merit is incredibly intuitive, empowering, and determined. She guides you through your worst blocks; your most uncomfortable emotions like they were nothing. I have been on the spiritual path for most of my life and have done a lot of work on myself. The process with Merit deleted longstanding issues overnight. I wish I had met her sooner. It is much faster and more effective than traditional counseling!   Lia Andrews

Co-owner & Acupuncturist, Cinnabar Acupuncture Clinic & Spa

Any questions?

“As your spirit doctor, I address negative patterns on the physical, mental, emotional and/or spiritual bodies. Then I apply tools to address each root causes.” – Merit
Contact Me
Merit Ma can do things no one else can do.  She can see into your soul.  Into your mind and into your body.  She can see things that are there that you probably cannot see and not only bring them to light so you can recover your power from them, but she can actually erase these issues.  She is masterful with tools for the mind, for emotions, for repeating thoughts, tools that are so advanced that even the most brilliant psychological minds are blown away by her skills, and she can use them with you to create permanent change in your life… in every session. Arnoux Goran

CEO & Founder, Total Health Mastery

After feeling so sad that I wanted to die, I had one session with Merit and I’m feeling loved and happy again. Every word Merit said during my reading was 200% accurate. She is amazing. I can’t wait for my session next week. Jonathan David


6 Different Healing Techniques For Transformation

What I provide:

  • Experience doing 600+ 1-on-1’s
  • Clairvoyant Training
  • Certified in NLP (Neuro Linguistic Programming)
  • Certified Life Coach
  • Certified Master Professional Health Consultant
  • Certified Reiki Practitioner
  • My expertise is in identifying root causes.
  • I work on all 4 bodies: physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual
  • I look for blockages/patterns originating from this life time, past lives or ancestral lineage.


Why Are My Sessions Different From Other Healers and Counselors?

  • I identify your root causes
  • I find a tool, a technique, a remedy, a solution for that root cause
  • I look at root causes on all 4 levels – the body, the mind, the emotional body and the spirit
What Does Addressing All 4 Bodies Look Like? Let’s take depression as an example…

  • The physical root cause could be heavy metal toxicity or lack of good oils for the brain
  • The mind has negative thoughts, conscious and unconscious
  • The emotional root cause could be sadness from a broken heart
  • The spiritual root cause could be sadness inherited from your family, soul trauma, or electromagnetic pollution

The issue can be rooted in 1 body or all 4 bodies – physical, mental, emotional & spiritual. It’s important to address the issue in all bodies.

Here’s What You Can Expect to Get Out of Your Session:

Erase Your Negative & Limiting Unconscious Beliefs

  • In order to manifest what you want in life, your mind, body and soul must align. If your mind is a ship, the crew are your thought patterns.
  • 95% of the population have a lock on their unconscious mind. 5% of the population are able to change it without filters, thus, are the most successful. (Source: Success is Not an Accident: The Mental Bank Concept by Dr. John G. Kappas) Those people are able to go for what they want because they have no blockages.
  • Before the age of 8-13 we have no filter on our unconscious minds. (Source: Success is Not an Accident: The Mental Bank Concept by Dr. John G. Kappas) Whatever was said to us, or what we have said to ourselves during that stage gets stuck.
  • When we become adults, those beliefs that were thrown into our unconscious mind determine what we manifest.
  • In my sessions, we are able to reprogram the unconscious mind.
  • We are going to take out the negative thought patterns and reprogram the mind with positive beliefs, changing your present, your future, your destiny.

Get Rid of Past Life Karma or Ancestral Patterns

  • I’ve been reading past lives since 2004, and clearing karma permanently since 2012. After working with several hundred clients, I realized clearing traumas from this lifetime sometimes isn’t enough to erase challenges.
  • Some people may not believe in past lives. I look at it as soul trauma. Since we are all connected consciously, I also believe that we take up some beliefs and patterns by sharing the mass consciousness.
  • At times some past lives do not belong to us but we are looking at them for reference. Even if you do or don’t believe in past lives, the clearing doesn’t change. The patterns are erased no matter what your beliefs are on past lives.
Get Clear About Your Life Path & Purpose
  • I trained at the Berkeley Psychic Institute to be a clairvoyant. My specialties are in identifying blockages, reading past lives, and if the client is or isn’t on their path.
  • I also look into why you’re not receiving your goals or manifesting your dreams. I look at possibilities and tell clients what to work on so that that best probable future will come true.
  • I differ from your average psychic. I believe that destiny is not set in stone. Though some things are destined, we have the ability to change our future.

The two testimonial reel videos above are from Total Health Mastery, the program I trained with for 4.5 years and earned 10 certifications through.

Frequently Asked Questions

Are you going to hypnotize me?
No, I don’t hypnotize people. My tools don’t require that.  I am trained in tools that are MUCH faster than Hypnosis to cause change in a human being.  If you are a hypnotherapist you will be very excited to find out about these newer better methods.
Can you clear my past lives?
Yes, I’ve been reading past lives since 2004. In 2012, I took courses with Arnoux Goran at Total Health Mastery ( I learned the most efficient tool to erase past life issues/reoccurring patterns.
Is it possible to erase a big emotional trauma like someone dying or being beat up by an alcoholic parent on a regular basis?
Yes, the tools I know can clear something small like fear of spiders or something big like the trauma of abusive parents. I have seen a wide range of trauma erase permanently with my clients.
Have you ever worked with victims of rape or molestation?

Yes, many clients tell me they have spent thousands of dollars on this trauma. They meet me and things change. That pain goes away. They wake up happy. The tools I have produce real results.

I know you do a lot of healing work for people with traumas, but can you help me clear blocks to having more money or getting rich?
Yes, actually we can find the specific blockages by looking at your goals. We will work on the resistance/negative patterns/unconscious beliefs in the way of you and your goals.

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What My Clients Are Saying..

I was lucky to meet Merit a few years ago and was curious about her work. We did a session together and I was very impressed by her intuitiveness, her ability to explain how to clear situations that were showing up in my life, and then of course following through with the right tools to help clear away the things that weren’t serving me. I have worked with her consistently over the last 4 years and have been very happy with the work we have done together. Many positive shifts have happened in my life and old patterns have been erased, therefore leading to better outcomes. I know whenever something comes up that I need help with, I don’t call the therapist, I call Merit. Permanent changes can be made if you are willing to do the work, and she will help you all the way through. Thanks Merit!! xoxo Megan Megan Abell - Salisbury

Holistic Health Coach, Live Green Glam - Megan & Elyse

Merit is one of the most clear intuitive I’ve ever worked with. She is accurate and her knowledge and wisdom far exceed her age. She has helped me clear some stubborn patterns that I could not release by myself. Thank you Merit for the healing work that you have done. I highly recommend Merit Ma! Dale Bach

CEO & Founder , Dale Bach Body Mind Spirit Counselor

Finding Hope for the Hopeless

When I met Monica, I felt an instant connection. I ask for the universe to bring me people no one can help. She has seen countless counselors, healers, and doctors. Her mother abandoned her in an alley when she was 4. Every possible tragedy you can imagine, Monica has experienced. By the time she met me she was extremely depressed, suicidal and ready to give up on life. She has now turned that all around.

The following is an email of an incredible heart healing story from Monica.  Please feel free to share this story with anyone and everyone you know who has been struggling to find hope, or to create a life that they are excited to live.

Hi Merit,


I wanted to express my upmost gratitude for you and the work we have done together in the past year.


I want other people who are suffering to know that there are tools that can help them completely heal from anything they have every experienced in their lives. Since my early 20’s I have searched the globe for a process that could help me alleviate the constant emotional/physical pain I was in.


As a child my earliest memories where of my mother allowing different men to sexually abuse me. We were mostly homeless living on the streets of Skid Row in Los Angeles. Terrified was my constant state, terrified and hungry. I used to watch my mother shoot up heroine and cry on her lap because I thought for sure she was dead. I was never held or loved. I was severely neglected, sexual abused, and physically abused. I never knew what would set my mother off so and I still have the physical scars from being burned. I remember looking through garbage cans to find food to eat.


This is just a little of what I experienced before my mother left me in an alley when I was 4 years old and I entered the foster care system. I won’t go into detail of how I was continuously physical and sexual abused and later raped multiple times. I won’t go into how I was moved around and had difficultly learning. How I was suicidal and how at the age of 13 I found myself on the streets again, using crystal meth and any other drug I could get my hands on to numb the pain I felt. I won’t go into how I ended up pregnant a year later and never felt I had the power or permission to say no to a man or anyone for that matter because I was so desperate to be loved.


In addition to all of this, I battled with a very persistent eating disorder. I would eat until I would pass out or throw up, which ever came first. I was in desperate need of connection, I had given up on God and although I did my best to connect with people, I was often rejected or just plain used. I was very good at being a victim. I had convinced myself that was all I could be.


Despite all of this I somehow managed to get to college and start my career as a social worker, but I was still dying inside. I had been going to traditional therapy since I was a child. I was still afraid of the dark, was always on high alert, and was suffering from PTSD. I still had so much anxiety it was hard to function. Sometimes I didn’t have the strength despite my best efforts.


I prayed, I went to church, and I even went to other people’s churches and places of worship. Each claiming to have the answers and the power to help me heal. Every time I was disappointed and more hopeless then before.


I did yoga, and Reiki. I tried EFT, and acupuncture. I tried every health program that I heard about and even started seeing healers, psychics, and had a few life coaches. Someone had to have answers. I read so many self help books, and attended every personal growth seminar I could afford. $30,000 dollars later I still had more questions than answers, and felt that I was slipping further and further down a rabbit hole I would never be able to climb out of. Not to mention I tried sound healing, crystal therapy, and I even attended a 2 year spiritual psychology program that was supposed to help me heal and find my life purpose.


I gave my money and power to anyone who claimed they had answers. I tried EVERYTHING, and despite feeling more and more like a failure, I kept searching for truth, my truth.


I had all but given up when I met you that fateful day and although I was EXTREMELY doubtful I listened to my intuition and made an appointment with you right away. It was August 2016. Right away I noticed a big difference to this work compared to any other work. The difference was that you were holding space and I was tapping into the information on my own. I felt so empowered from our very first session.


I really want people to understand that someone like me, who was told by several therapists that I would never function normally because my brain did not develop properly, has been able to heal so much in only 1 short year. I want to encourage people out there not to give up. I wanted to give up so many times because this work is not easy, BUT it’s WORTH IT!


Surprise! Healing 37 years of the most traumatic experiences that any one person can go through is not going to be easy, and I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THEM ALL! No, it’s not going to take a weekend. I still have more to go but I finally have freedom. Freedom to choose for myself and I am no longer a victim. For the first time I have an understanding of why I was creating my life the way I was.


This work has set me free from pain I thought I would have to carry for the rest of my life!


I actually have joy and love in my life. There are people in my life that LOVE me, just for me not because I am doing anything for them. I have NEVER had that! I actually know what my life purpose is and I know what I want to do. I am no longer confused!!


This work is like having a magic marker and I have consciously been erasing pain and patterns that no longer serve the highest expression of my self. PERMANENTLY!!!


I know so many people claim to have the tools to do this but unfortunately they do not. Like I said it’s not easy nor pretty at times, but you just have to put one foot in front of the other and EVERYTHING will change for you.


One thing you know for sure is if you don’t do anything nothing will change, you already know what happens. Take the risk. I know how scary it is to face the darkest parts of your soul and self. But if you are reading this you have the courage, I know you do.


You are not alone.


Don’t you want to know what is hidden under all the pain and untruths. Don’t you want to know who you really are? The truest, brightest, version of your SELF without the filters of the past and pain.


Each of us have gifts that we came to share and the time is now. I am one of the hardest people that Merit has ever had to work with so know that you won’t even have to work as hard or long as I have, and you can do it!


I am here for you and I love you!


Monica Rose

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